So I was DEFINITELY supposed to make this post at the top of the month. Like a 6 months through the year, 6 months to go check in kinda thing. But here we are.
It is now about 3 weeks after said goal but ‘better late than never’ is genuinely starting to become my motto in life so we move. Time may not be ‘real’ but it’s kinda hard to set goals without taking it into account…which I am certainly learning.
I’m also learning that overthinking can be a real raggedy b*tch, because everything isn’t gonna be perfect and always waiting for the ‘right time’ to do things the ‘right way’ will rob you of seeing your dreams come true.
Sometimes you just gotta jump and see where you land
Anyways, let’s recount the blessings this year has bestowed upon us so far, shall we?
Turning 29
Fantastically chaotic first time at Coachella
Mexico girls trip with my favs
Took my mom and sister to go see Janet Jackson and then went to a Boiler Room event in the same day
Quality time/conversations with siblings now that they’re adults
Closer relationship with my father
Tried DMT and went on a cute lil joyride through the universe. Also nearly got taken by the angels (in a good way I promise)
Made a journal entry for every day since November 2nd of last year (I’ve never stuck with anything this long. EVER)
Revelations on revelations: Our bodies are simultaneously regenerating temples and deteriorating meat sacks. How fun is that?? Also you can’t share your dreams with everyone but you still need others to be successful. Duality.
Finally got my settlement check from my accident last year!
Started therapy
Saturn Return going SKRONG
Live Action Little Mermaid
Spider-verse: Cultural mf reset.
Saw my friend Cheryl from high school who I haven’t seen in 10 years. Was like no time had passed at all
Kaytranada concert ⚡️
Crab rangoons from Chin Chin on Ponce (Addicted much? Also the ones from Chin Chin on Howell Mill are ASS)
Community and the overwhelming love and support from it
Random adventures like the sound bowl meditation session at the aquarium that Bryt took me to and the lego exhibit I took her to
Bought a bullet journal (Have I written in it yet? No. But it IS in my possession)
KIZAZI MOTO. Go watch it right tf now.
Met Max dressed as Powerline at Disney World. We can just end this right here bc POWERLINE?!
Now let’s ponder on the blessings making their way to me/goals to accomplish in the next 5 1/4 months
Treat my passion projects like my second job so I can eventually quit my first job
Get a switch (I’m determined to become a gamer girl)
Gut health and flexibility on fleek
Finally have sex this year, but the kind that’s actually a good time with someone I actually enjoy doing it with 🙂🙃
Be in a better physical and mental space to try DMT again and actually breakthrough
Get a car
Start Samba classes
Start DJ classes
Start micro-dosing again
Start planning my Dirrrty 30 Carnival trip
Restart therapy 😅
Lights On Fest
One Music Fest
Relearn Sign Language
Lasik
Actually use the aforementioned bullet journal to more efficiently collapse these mf timelines like the mf magical Avenger that I am 😈
Time may not be ‘real’ but I’m having a pretty groovy one so far.
Cheers to the first half of 2k23 and may the second half be filled with joy, adventure, passion, inspiration, and $chmoneyyyyyyyy. I’ll be taking absolutely nothing less and from one voyager to another…
Neither should you 🤘🏽